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29 August 2011 @ 05:10 pm
Writer's Block: Everybody hurts  
Have you or a friend ever been bullied? How did you get through it?

I was bullied by these 5 girls, and it was mostly psychological/emotional/etc bullying. It made a number on me, and with other stuff piling up, I became suicidal/depressed/anxious. I think the symptoms started when I was around 10-11, and I've 'changed' once I turned 14-15.

I dealt with my bullying by ignoring, missing school, shutting off my emotions [which I've failed/passed at? I'm emotionally stunted due to that]... I also passed all the classes. Even if I missed, like, around a semester a year. 8)

At the time, I coped by alternating between thinking of killing myself [and failing. Suffocation ftl.] and revenge fantasies. And also, INTERNET! And other stuff like video games and books, music... I did have a go at self-harm, but since I faint at the sight of my own blood, it didn't really work out.

Oh! And therapy. I like therapy. Even though I haven't had it in a while. :( Then I went to Rivendell [half school/half mental hospital for teens] and there I changed my outlook on life. Well, gradually. Besides Rivendell, my mum dealt with me being a suicidal bitch, and my best friend and her family have been there all the time too. ♥

... That's it, I think. I mean, I could write a whole story about this, but it'd get boring. XD Until we reach the Rivendell part, that is...
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Current Music: Metallica - Harvester of Sorrow