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09 November 2013 @ 11:04 pm
My Doctor Who DVD has shipped! :D Yay! Maybe I'll get it on my birthday...

Speaking of, my mum bought something for me. She picked it up this week, and I can't wait to find out what is~

Oh, and we're going to all-you-can-eat for my birthday dinner! :D And I'm getting a yummy cake from the store. Annnnnd we also plan to go to teppanyaki sometime after my birthday, because I really really love teppanyaki, but we all can't afford it at the moment. But as long as we go sometime, I don't mind. ♥

I see all these people spazzing out over The Day of the Doctor and everything, and while I'm happy for them, I just feel bitter. Who knew I could become one of those bitter Classic Who fans so quickly... I'll watch the anniversary special and so on, and maybe I'll be excited about it, but I'm just... yeah. Really bitter. I didn't mean to turn into one of those bitter, elitist Classic fans. It just happened. D:

I think most of the negative emotions I dealt with my depression transformed into bitterness towards certain parts of certain fandoms. Hm.
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Tanya: Dr Who- Amy Pond looking upinvsagoth on November 9th, 2013 07:49 pm (UTC)
I'm excited about the upcoming special, but I'm not the happiest Whovian atm! I'm very attached to Eleven and after the special there's only the Christmas special left. :( Which makes me extra bitter because I'm always sad at Christmas and so often the Christmas specials just make me more sad, and since I know that the point of this one is to break my heart and just asljgheljlkjerkjgkjrkMOOOOOFFFFFFFFIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

Sorry that the negative emotions from your depression transformed into bitterness towards some fandom parts? Unless it's helpful to have something to do with them?
Lenre Li: DW - DJ Jam. E. Dodgeruniversaldogma on November 9th, 2013 09:49 pm (UTC)
Eleven is pretty awesome. :D

I'm not sure about that really. Mostly it just festers in my head. And I feel if I speak anything about how bitter I am, I'll just get everyone down. It sucks.

I've dealt with the depression and everything for so long, I feel like if I don't have something in me that reminds me of it...

... That sounded stupid. But yeah.